July 2nd, 2008 Cara
Woohoo! I didn’t think I would ever get done with the design for myspace or Bastielle, between being busy and being a complete lazy ass on the weekend I finally got something done though! Go me! But obivously I still have a few things to do on Bastielle, Like I’ll finish those…
Anyways, thanks for the emails about the break up of my relationship too. I wasn’t expecting all of that honestly, but I do appreicate it. I’m gald that I was with him for a year or however long it was and then left in the end (hey, it wasn’t that bad of a thing either.) but in all honesty- I learned more about myself, and relationships with a man with him then I have in any of my other relationship, so I know this much is true- it was a lesson for me to learn and things I really needed to see, so in the end it wasn’t such a bad thing at all. Even though its over and its done, and Im moving on, (As crazy as it sounds.) there isn’t that much pain, I mean there was in the beginning when it first hit me, but now its like… I can’t love him more and let him go.
Yea I know, crazy for me but something really good came out of all this… My Grandmother C is ok, I can’t wait to go home and see her either. Mom spent the night with her Monday, and my cousin has been over there all week so hopefully I’ll see her tomorrow and Friday…
Oh yea, DON’T forget about the fourth of July party either, call me if you need too…
Tags: bitching, Cross Post, guys, love, Sexy Bitches, website, Weekend Plans
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June 19th, 2008 Cara
I was trying to put this layout up here but for some reason it won’t act (i guess you could say.) right with Fire Fox, it acts ok in IE, the text on the page jumps alot when you’re scrolling for some reason, I looked around for something to make it stop and I can’t get it to work properly so I guess I won’t be using that layout on here, but I will use it on myspace blog. Speaking of which, I do have some of you on myspace, but not all of you because I took a lot of people off my list, so if you were on my list before and now you’re not send me a friend’s request - http://myspace.com/caramiaashlee.
I did come across this theme though, and obviously liked it alot so I put it up here 
I’m off to work on myspace blog and get that working! So IM me on myspace IM if you need to or want to, but if I don’t answer then its because Im busy.
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June 17th, 2008 Cara
There’s a blog post on myspace, if you’re interested… I’m going to start working on the layout and stuff tomorrow.. Promise.
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June 10th, 2008 Cara
I haven’t forgot about this place, promise… I’m working on things though, and there’s a lot of shit going on as well! Hopefully by this weekend everything will be done and I will explain..
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May 30th, 2008 Cara
Hey, sorry again for not updating. Kinda have been going through something in the past few weeks that’s all. I had my heart broken, I guess you could say? I mean this in the lease bullshit way possible- but I guess I deserved it because I broke his (i think I did, i could be wrong.) so yea, shit happens. It just hurts though. I’ve been talking to Latisha, Will, and my mom alot and that helps.. Thank god I have them. I would be incredibly lost without them right now. It’s cool though… In all honesty- as crazy as it sounds I really didn’t think that I would fall for him at all let alone develop a “deeper” feeling / emotions for him. Oh well, Things happen. It obviously is something that is not meant to be either.. I got drunk last night so that made me feel better too, hahaha!! Sorry, not trying to be like pittful or anything. And I don’t need to hear ” I’m sorry” or have anyones pity, it really is alright. Just something I need to grow from and I guess there’ was more to the experience with him then I thought. Hopefully I’ll get over him so.
Oh yea and the other thing is that we found out that my Grandmother has cancer in her stomach, lungs and the limp nodes (My father’s mother.) but its not growing, and it will not kill her first, an infection or something else probably will before the actual cancer does. And they don’t want to do anything for her because she’s 85 and has a weak heart.. As far as a time line of living- no one knows. She could live for two days, or a month, or live for five years, or yet she could only live for six months. No one really knows at this point in time.
Anyways. I’m trying to change things around on here too. I do like this design, just not sure about colors. I may fuck around with that too. and work on other things, so hit me on myspace or Aim.. Oh, and if I have my away message on its because Im working on something or just left the computer, Im not ignoring anyone.
Tags: bitching, guys, love, Sexy Bitches, website
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May 20th, 2008 Cara
I don’t know what is going on with the web sever tonight or my internet connection. It’s like really slow for some reason. Anyways, I’ve been messing around with the website off and on through out the day and trying to get things up, most behind the scene though- Things you can’t really see. But if its running slow it might be because of me. (Haha, maybe I need to restart my computer? Hmph!!)
I’m going to try and start working on the bio for the top in the next few days but I’m tired today, I guess I didn’t sleep that well last night either =( Sucks, Oh well. I just wanted to let everyone know I am here I haven’t completely disappeared, just working on things.
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May 14th, 2008 Cara
Obivously I need to stop doing this once every two week thing update, sucks huh? Haha. Sorry don’t mean to but I get so busy with work and stuff and forget that this place exist, Sad on my behalf sorry.
In other news, I am trying to get rid of pink, anything besides that color, for some reason I am sick of it… But I don’t know for sure w/ what I am going to do.. Oddly enough, when I get time I will start to put things together and get the things I want up here.. I’m trying to make the site more interactive with me, like taking pictures and putting them in post, twitter, and other things I’m not sure about doing just yet, but I have plans, but fuck. If I wasn’t busy with work, didn’t have work around the house, and everyone would stay away long enough. Christ- it always seems like everyone and their brother hangs out at my house for some reason… MAybe its just me though I don’t know, hehe… It’s fun, I can’t bitch to much =)
Anyways, I know its a short post and I do have other things I want to discuss and so on but I have things I need to get done, I go home tomorrow afternoon from this place so I should have some more time to spend on here this weekend…
Tags: bitching, Sexy Bitches, website, Weekend Plans
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May 11th, 2008 Cara
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I’m working off and on stuff, hopefully tonight it will be completed… By the way, this is just a test to see if Flickr works w/ my wordpress or not, its kinda neat…
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May 9th, 2008 Cara
Yeah I know what a length of time between blog post, what happened you ask? You see a program that I do most of my work on went down for a week for an upgrade and improvements. It came back online Tuesday, which means I had a week worth of data to input into this program, and the program still isn’t fully functional either, how annoying.
On top of that, my sinus started bothering me- can you imagine sitting at your desk and just thinking “Oh god, if my head would stop hurting so bad” and the feeling of just wanting to sleep, god, you have no idea. That’s all I wanted to do all week is sleep until Thursday came around- I went and got lunch, I drove with all the windows down (So I would get some fresh air) I swear not even HALF way to the place I started feeling better instantly, wow. I guess I needed some fresh air too, badly. I don’t know if you all know this or not, but if you have bad allergies then you might want to go and get stuff to clear it up now because my Grandmother went to the doctor and he told her that this year was going to be the worst allergi (sp? i dont know why I can’t spell it, blaah.) season yet. So if you have those problems you might want to go and ahead and stock up…
I know I said I wouldn’t change too much w/ the layout, and I tried to keep the other but I decided not to. I don’t know- maybe some fucking day I will decide, haha… It’s actually MORE annoying then you know 
On another note- I obviously have a lot of work to do with my site, it may not happen as fast I would like it too, but hopefully it will work out.. I did put the comments back up (another reason why I changed the layout.) I will keep this feature for as long as I can- but however, if crap gets out of control like it did before (Won’t say names, buut) I will make it where you MUST be login in order to post comments, and if that doesn’t work then I will completely take them away and won’t reconsider. Be nice, people, STOP SHOWING YOUR ASS, for fuck sakes… Or else… Also, I added a new feature to the comments, besides the Gravatar, but the comments will automatically close 15 days after the post, its not because of you all, but another reason I took the comments down were the large amount of spam I was getting, so between Akismet and that I won’t have over a thousand messages..
Also, expect another post tomorrow or Sunday, i didn’t want to make this post so long that no one would want to read it.
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April 29th, 2008 Cara
I know I haven’t really updated, hehe… I have been working on things, just things you aren’t able to see yet, and no, there isn’t a new layout =) However, I have been trying to work on my bio, but there’s a problem, I haven’t quite got it where I want it to be yet, which sucks, but hopefully I’ll get it finished this weekend!
Something strange happened, ( I’m not like trying to do this and get paid type thing) but, for some strange reason or another my firefox won’t work for shit, why I don’t know, it just wouldn’t load so I’ve uninstalled and reinstalled and still doesn’t work so I put Netscape on my computer and anytime I closed the browser it would tell me something like I need to update to Firefox and something else. I tried Flock for the first time, simply because firefox won’t work and honestly I do like it, its just like firefox but it’s more user friendly w/ twitter, flickr, myspace, facebook etc. So if you’re interested in Flock, give it a try, I’ve liked it so far..
Ah, yes, moving on. I know some of you were kinda interested in knowing why I was pissed off last night, and it has to do with the dentist. First it started when they dropped my mother’s insurances, and she needs work done on one of tooth that holds a bridge in place (I’m not sure what’s wrong with it exactly,) so in order for her to get the work done she has to put up a thosuand dollars first, and then submit it to insurances, money we don’t have.. Then my aunt has been giving him money so then he can do something to her teeth (not sure what) I guess she called up there to have appointment set up, and the lady told her no because they raise the prices and she needs another 600 dollars for the work… I don’t know what the hell the problem is, but it just seems like “he/she” doesn’t have any loyality towards “it” patients anymore, I don’t know, but this is a bunch of bs in my opinion and I don’t get WHY. I guess I would feel differently if I hadn’t been going to “it” since I was 6 years old…
But yea, now I have to find another dentist, fun… Just what the fuck I want to do because I know mom’s not going to let me go back to him either… But I need work done like mom, and my aunt, and this tooth needs to be taken care ASAP before it gets reinfected, but I guess “it” doesn’t give a damn, sooo.. I guess he won’t get my money afterall…
Anyways, I try NOT to discuss money issues, personal stuff along that line on my site, but that just pissed me off…
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